I deeply love blogging and very excited to write this, this morning…so this may speak to you or not..and all is ok..I would always want you to follow your own heart!
It’s all part of my own integrations and shedding of old programming that doesn’t serve and divine intervention that shifts my reality to always be aligned to my hearts truest passion…and I LOVE to help empower others to find theirs as well!
In mediation this morning…this was the question the Goddess asked me!
✨How does it feel to be the black sheep in a world so designed in future events?✨
It feels like I don’t belong
It feel like I can’t seem to do anything right
It feels like I am less than others
I feel others will think sorry of me
But it also feels heart centred
It feels purposeful
It feels like…I LOVE that I am not society
It feels more grounding
It feels like I am held and cared for
It feels like home
It feels like a rising
So be the black sheep
We are in the world, but not of it.
That is my self dignity
That is my wholeness
That is my…who the hell cares what people think…even though that is a hard one for me…it feels more like a dis-connection of society, and so much more liberating and free ..beating to the rhythm of my own drum, knowing it is an essence that does speak from the heart and shifts humanity to find their path as well!
So I release the shame of what was said to me
And to the future events
Loving my new home
Is a new chapter
So destined by my own inner queen
Who’s self love is acknowledged
Through compassion
Through destinies
Through her nervous system regenerating lifetimes of patterning
Running through her heart
I will not let opinions and fear based beliefs constrict my energy field
Instead
I love
Love the heart
Love all
With astonishing breakthroughs and my fatigue, and my health are destined to be nurtured, and held
So…those words of …put that in your pipe and smoke it ..
I realize
I don’t need to know anything before all shows itself
Why not lead from the heart?
The Goddess Persephone, who can teach us to rise from the darkness, to hold your heart high, to be the Inner Queen with dignity and compassion…is my integration this morning helping me recognize to become a divine light in a world that needs healing, first of all, all is well, and first and foremost, I do not need to fear anything.
I can rise to be the sunshine that my higher self and soul are destined to heal thyself, no matter what is going on around me. I know my future is held , so dear universe show this to me and to be empowered that all of my passions are received like a seed delicately growing, and through my ancestors as I feel them with me, grace and so much support from them and when its time I will be singing freedom like never before.
For as long as I feel that I need to belong, the heart isn’t living authentically, and when I say to myself, does it really matter? What if…that all I have done makes wholeness and peace, self dignity and compassion, the heart doesn’t conclude anything and when I doubt myself, I am taken inwards to know what has been, what was said, or what i did or did not do, call out to a name…..I AM forever acknowledged to BE ME. Always and forever.
So to all those souls out there, make today a sacred rebel day, a laugher day perhaps, a day off from work day, a put that in your pipe and smoke it day, and a who the hell cares day what people make think, just be true to you, love your heart, work with the universe/god/creator/divine, and behold that all is in accordance to divine timing, if it comes too soon, it wouldn’t help you, for example! It is the higher will, that heals humanity.
Be courageous in loving your heart exactly as you are right now
I feel like ending with a poem
🌹My heart sings alight
Even when I fright
Today is fresh new air
To be an inner queen
True and fair
To her heart
Compassionate
Receiving her strength
Dignity and sunshine
As destiny aligns
And through love
As gentle as a dove
I am alright
To watch myself grow with spright
Like the sunflowers I have planted
Abundant and strong
I love me
For all that I am and becoming
A realization
And to my future…
I LOVE YOU. .
Xoxo
Karen
